Uncertainty

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Sometimes I just want a blueprint from Heaven.

I want to ask God a question and I want his answer to be –

Well, my dear sweet Kimberly, what I have in store for you is to do this specific thing, on this specific date at this specific time. It is going to cost this specific amount of money which I will be providing by way of such and such, and it will be a blessing to these specific people.

Tell me you know what I’m talking about. I’m kind of going crazy with uncertainty here.

We have gotten requests for help from various people in various countries. Some with a sense of urgency, some just letting me know they could use our support.

There’s a lot of need out there. But mom and I went into this with a heart for the people of Haiti and that is still where we have our deepest conviction and connection.

I want to do with this ministry what God wants me to do, but right now I don’t know exactly what that’s supposed to look like.

Would you pray with with me (and mom) as we start this new year that God would clearly direct us in the way he wants us to serve him?

I don’t doubt God or his provision, but sometimes I do doubt my ability to discern the best yes among all of the possibilities.

Isaiah 40:10 (You are) my servant whom I have chosen, so that you may know and believe me and understand that I am he. 

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3 thoughts on “Uncertainty

  1. I do! I do know what you’re talking about! I am struck by the thought that God allows us to be overwhelmed by seeing so much need, not so that we will feel the burden of responsibility toward all of it, but so that we will experience the enormity of His compassion and love toward people and then serve diligently where the Holy Spirit says “This part, right here, is yours.” I will pray for you to hear Him. He loves 500 Dresses.

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